I swore to myself I wold never do it again.
Get attached to someone.
I thought I was doing so good, Not using the L word.
Not being all cuddly and clingy, needy and lovey dovey.
Then I log in this morning and I am stuck like this.
Gerritt not online.
No one is around so Keiser TP's me to a party on the Island.
I scoot back and watch them dance, feeling like an outsider.
I wonder to myself .. Why?
I feel alone I feel like my anchor has been cut.
Shit. I don't like this feeling..
Need to toughen up even more.